| poking my head in... just a little... hehe |
[Dec. 3rd, 2006|06:37 pm] |
been busy lately, so i haven't written anything in a while. i'm taking a break at work for a sec. i'm tired. i have lot of work ahead of me this week. i'll be coming around more after the 11th. wish me lick guys. |
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| i'm actually in a good mood, word. |
[Nov. 5th, 2006|11:56 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | back in bed | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  satisfied | ] |
| [ | music |
| | whatever my neighbor is playing too fucking loud | ] |
had a good date with a girl that i've had my eye on for a while now. taking it slow. no jumping into bed, well, ok, we hung out in my room on my bed, but i mean, we didn't have sex. it's not a struggle either, like i thought it would be. she's looking for the same thing. i feel like i'm being all traditional or something. we've had 2 dates, and no doing it. we did kiss for a second when i dropped her off last night. that was nice. no full contact gallons of drool hands all over kissing either. she made the move. it was just nice. i am looking for more these days. i mean more than sex. sex is good. don't get me wrong, even for a second. sex, is very good. but, it's not the only good thing about dating, or people. sometimes i think we lose sight of that. it's good to be reminded that there are little things about people that have nothing to do with sex that can be really amazing. you know, i am on 200mg of T every 2 weeks. that hasn't changed in like 4 years. i've still got more T than a lot of bio guys. so yes, i've be horney a lot. but, as i have heard from other t-men, after your reach the 3.5 year mark, it kind of tapers off. i feel that. i don't know if it's a hormonal thing or what, but i'm finding hobbies and doing my homework and shit. it also, probably, has to do with quitting weed. it's been 82 days today. i think i'll feel even better at 90. so yeah, mercury is is in retrograde and all that. i've got more homework than i'll be able to finish this week i suspect, but at least i know that putting myself out there and being true to who i am does have its upsides. i don't know if me and this girl are going to get into a relationship, or whatever. we don't know each other that well. but, the sequence of events have been interesting, and have occurred in ways which i feel good, so far. so, today, i'm going to and coming home to a massive amount of homework, but damn, shit's alright. |
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| fuck yeah. |
[Nov. 4th, 2006|06:55 pm] |
ok, so i got sold to a HOTTIE for $120 last night. my self esteem is severely boosted today. and, the stripping went very well. meliza and i are starting our own stripping group now. details will come soon. i also, gave lap dances and made out with people for a few bucks, so if you missed it, well, you're just SOL. mwah ha ha! tom and i are going out on a date with a cute boy too.
so, in other news... i just got back from getting my back inked. it took a few hours to get started due to gun difficulties. but, you know, shit happens. then we got started and i am in some fucking pain right now. back tatts hurt. just fyi, if you didn't already know. they fucking hurt. i'm pretty tough too, i'd like to think. i mean, i can pass kidney stones like a champ, or without crying. so, i mean, what's a little ink, right? yeah, well, if a very well known sadist is your tatt artist, well then jesus christ fuck.
been avoiding the shower, but it's time... the pain will, once again, consume me... wish me luck. |
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| 2mrw is the benefit. |
[Nov. 2nd, 2006|01:08 pm] |
meliza and i got our stripping all ready to go last night. it's short but SWEET. hehe. jock strap and a cowboy hat with an almost naked femme riding me around stage... yeah, you DO need to be there. hehe. 9pm, EL RIO, $5ish, if you have it, donate more if you have more, or just sit back and relax. i was stressed, but now i'm going with the flow. need some more coffee and i'm set for today. shower time. |
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| lube wrestling |
[Nov. 1st, 2006|12:13 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | just got home | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | kitty purrrrring | ] |
lube wrestling is one of the best things i have EVER done in my entire life. i wish i could do it EVERY day. |
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| it's that day... |
[Oct. 31st, 2006|10:28 am] |
k, so i'm deciding, now, exactly how i plan to get to work. i go at 2p. sooooo, i think i can drive and find parking. i think. i'm leaving the party by like 11p, and if i park around dolores and market, i should be able to get home. right?
oh, by the way, my unknown is Entrobacter. and, i hate doing rectal swabs just to look at my gut flora under a microscope. for std screenings, i'm down, 'cause at least it's for a good reason. it's uncomfortable, but you know there's a point and std/ sti screenings are not just important for yourself, but your partners too. however, microbiology labs, in my opinion, don't put me in the giving mood. i will say that is was funny to see the whole fucking class in a panic tho. lol. when the lecturer told us when we had to do, the class like all groaned at the same time. a couple people refused, and then had to do this long extensive alternative assignment. i'd much rather stick a Q-tip up my ass for 2 seconds that have to do research. i think the next class is the penis/ vaginal swab. lol. mine's not going to look like the other boys. but, i don't think we share those results, so it's cool.
so, anyway, shaved my chest hair in preparation for lube wrestling tonight. i wanna be slick, 'cause i'm small and scrawny, so i gotta have something going for me, right? plus, i was so sick of that goddam chest hair. i may never be a twink, but i can trim if i fucking want to, and dye my hair black.
ok, so coffee time, and a little bit of work out time... and shower time... and jockstrap time... yay! let's eat cake! |
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| my Grandma rocks! |
[Oct. 28th, 2006|10:01 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | about to leave | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i just played my keyboard for a few, it was fun | ] |
so, this week has been kinda like whatever 'cause of house sitting and all that crap. but, i just talked to my grandma on the phone, whom i am very close to (i am such a grandma's boy), and she was excited because i got a B on that micro exam and my dad told her about it. and she's also happy that i'm getting the hysto. she's going to keep me company while i recover at my dad's place. why am i sharing this? i dunno, 'cause i finally have something good to say maybe... and that's all i got for now. |
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| the world of house sitting. |
[Oct. 27th, 2006|12:27 pm] |
the world of house sitting sucks ass. i don't even have time to enjoy the pool and hot tub at my mother's condo complex. i have too much shit to do in sf, like work, and homework. my mother took her computer, so i have to use mine, like i am right now. plus, her fucking dog is the most obnoxious being on earth. oh well, i'm getting paid good monies. maybe tomorrow i can hit the pool. it might be like 80 something degrees in san mateo tomorrow. we'll see. anyone want to come down and join me for a few hours? like in the early afternoon? bart goes to milbrae, i can pick you up... eh? *nudge* nudge* |
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| my unknown... |
[Oct. 25th, 2006|01:33 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | about to jog | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  busy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | some pop "punk" | ] |
is gram negative, endospore negative, single rods, and motile. it does not metabolize starch and does metabolize dextrose and lactose. oh, it's oxidase positive and produces a positive hydrogen-peroxide test. any guesses people? i kind don't think it's E.coli anymore. well, maybe... hrm, some sort of Entrobacteria?
right, so this is real interesting...
uh, who's going to gender pirates tonight?
And, should i have my Gutted party at hooters? i mean, i don't want it to get old or noth'n... anyone know of any other inappropriate family restaurants in the area? IHOP maybe? queers at IHOP for a hysto party? hmm... |
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